SUPER JUNIOR boys rock my bra!
KIM HEECHUL my sayang..ARGH!!!!
*look down at his pic* can i faint? huhu
*MELTS* Kim heechul <33
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Saturday, June 26, 2010
On top picture is like th day before he went in N.S. Today, I'm so pathetic crazy.. i can laugh myself telling out what i'm gonna say. Lol! i'm missing this guy here. but now, i dont dare to txt him cause i wanna him have his space. i might make him stress always. am i too bad? i guess so. ok wtver biatch! haha back to square 1, i was missing this guy here so i went browsing my folder photo which i kept for so many years and i look at his photo and shout his name "KAI!!!!" HAHAHAHA! omg.. thts how much i missed him. *sigh*
and i missed my old times with him like totally where he used to love camwhoring and i don't, but now i prefer camwhoring and he don't. what a change within only for 2yrs. in 2yrs time anything can happen uh? tsk..tsk.. but i'm glad tht i went this far with him. th more i look into his photo th more i started to love him fully back. god, please help me!! idk, whats he's doing and i'm sure he won't be missing me in this kind situation. hmmm, its ok. but i still missed him.
today aunt was here, and she was asking how's my relationship and she shared her's with me. mummy looking so jealous when i'm close to aunt. mummy, i love you too ok! it's so funny we shared our rlationship story and mummy just listen and shake her head and says "tskk..tskk.." ma, pls eh stp it. haha! aunt says i'am impatient, impulsive and moody thts made things goes like this. and she ask me go search my zodiac and read, and yeah part of it is in my attitude. she says tht i used to be so independent in my family but now i depend on him and say "whats wrong??" though i don't answer her question my reason is actually, he's in my life for 3yrs and i'm so used to be around him tht is so difficult for me to stand on my feet back. i have to start learning back how to stand with my own feet like baby does. it'll took long time. hmm. i don't want to talk much or else someone will read this and says i'm stupid. i knw i don't spread my link to relatives. it's better.
