SUPER JUNIOR boys rock my bra!
KIM HEECHUL my sayang..ARGH!!!!
*look down at his pic* can i faint? huhu
*MELTS* Kim heechul <33
mood:soopperrdupperhappy!
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BUBBLY peeps
Sunday, June 6, 2010
i cant sleep, and its like 3.30am. insomnia. come on. and i want to wake up early so i dont waste a day. cause time is precious. now then i realise. been rotting at home. with rathnie i need something to boost me up ok? oh how i wish i have sweetest bf in th world. haha. i mean in my life. am i asking too much for this? errrr, i guess no right. have time for me and love me respect me tu pon susah ke? haiyo... whateva la about boys is always boys. limit always have limits. so maintain yanny... i felt quite down recently i dont think this gonna work out to be good. just fyi dear, u trying to ruin bit by bit. i wish i have lots of lots patience. plus minus this story i kept hearing round and round really burst me into tears, but what th hell i'm not gonna say much about this anymore. what prove i have and what i see tht i think its truthful i believe in it. scares me out, to get hurt in relationship. u put hopes on it suddenly its gone and what u left with is pain and sorrow. my god. i cant describe what th FUCK i feel. i always gets confused. i wish i am smarter, and i can go fuck them upside down. yanaazhar bday yesterday, i bet she had lots of fun with her bf(: hey babe! HAPPY BDAY! i love u ^^________^^ promise is a promise. and hell yeah, i've made a promise to myself about this relationshp and i dont wanna let it out here... hahaha better figure out yrslf..if i have to broke it means i will let go. =X did i just say tht???? omg! ok i have to go IMH for counselling hahaha!! im not crazy asshole but just to get tht mothafucking 50 bucks for just survey. abt depress.. woah.. i got alot sia. confirm it wont last 4days to finsh. cheycheychey... i miss him like fuck like tht but no, he dont care. haha. ok. so wateva la. i will make myself busy go out meet people instead waiting. (: i cant upload video here, like wtfuck happen to blogger now? mcm cheebs bin th bye.!! peh la boring! when u need someone they r not around what do u feel? i feel like its fading soon or sooner. but we'll see right? if change alhamdulillah. if not amin! hah ok. i being to straight forward cause i dont wanna keep those feeling inside me anymore. so piled up. can work like office ready inside my body. ok then chiao chin chi!
