SUPER JUNIOR boys rock my bra!
KIM HEECHUL my sayang..ARGH!!!!
*look down at his pic* can i faint? huhu
*MELTS* Kim heechul <33
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BUBBLY peeps
Friday, June 25, 2010
HELLO! morning, now is 02.45am and i still wide awake like i just woke up from bed.
ok, so where to start uhh? ermmm.... ok yesterday i went to toa pa yo correct ant th spelling? LOL! nvm mind my spelling ahh, i went to tpy cause this lady from CDC called me for interview. she told me alight at tpy exit C and take bus 232 opposite busstop. freaking hell i search for 232 opposite busstop like hell! raining somemore. knn, my phone auto shut cannot on then i cant make a call to her. 3pm i should reach there but instead 3pm i reached there at 4.30pm. haha! atleast reached what right.. it was supposed to be braddell stn but she told me tpy!! nabeii, lucky shes pretty and good to me yesterday! free photoshooting and i fucking damn look ugly and fat plus flat hair. erghh! i won't use tht photo. hahaha!!!
she introduce me about courses tht i should take up cause i told her i wanna upgrade myself as i stop study after my 'n's so she say she could help me. so, im gonna be happy tht i can atleast gain a cert after for long 2 yrs not schling. durh! so chit chatting with her till idk what time i went for my 1st meal at tpy banquet or kopitiam eh? i forgot ahh..ahhh as long they look th same ok ready ahh, i go and order hot pot mee. damn full laa got fire somemore hahaha.. eat so damn bore to go home early, sat there for awhile got ppl disturb laa. i paiseh ready, hahaha like seriously i paiseh idk why, dont ask me.so i trained down to rathnie's place and paint my nails. i think 8 times i paint and 8 times i remove it and atlast repaint it only 1 tone which is nude pink i think, so silly and i tot i still used th same colour but i paint my another side nails orange colour. see, eyesight become worst ready... rathnie is sick she kept vomitting.. gosh, i wish i can help her. but she's too stubborn to listen still with her cola and gree tea and what fuck sweet drink feel like slapping bangla dick at her face!! all i can say is tc for yrslf and get well soon. so i can't stay there for long i went home at 1145pm last bus nomore cabbing, if not i go bankrupt. lucky my journey took like 30mins only. and i reached home safe and sound. fought with someone til i drugged myself again to sleep. i feel so steamy and blurred plus weak and hit th metal bar at my bed and bleed myslf. thanks metal now, i got bubu on my lips mcm anita serwak daa.. haha!
maybe it's my fault to love u deeply, i cant even breathe myslf free tht i have to kneel down and cry hoping u won't leave me. if i never have love u deeply it won't happen this way. jealousy, or whatt. i cried and i almost can't listen to my own voice when i shout yr name. i'm not strong enough to handle this, but i'll still try my best. i'll sealed my eyes, heart, lips, and mostly my ears so things won't happen like this. i'm just jealous and i'm scared tht u gonna leave for someone better thn me without me notice. thts all i tot, tht i felt like killing myslf yesterday. with so much comforting me i feel better and drugged myself to sleep. and for now let us peace.
