SUPER JUNIOR boys rock my bra!
KIM HEECHUL my sayang..ARGH!!!!
*look down at his pic* can i faint? huhu
*MELTS* Kim heechul <33
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BUBBLY peeps
Thursday, June 10, 2010
goodmorning everyone, i'm kinda down now, again i know. everytime i'm being emo in my blog. 1 second im super happy another second i burst into tears and let out in here. is it fade in my heart? or is it still hanging on there? just 1 question, why am i hurting now? is it true, when people says "a liar will always remain a liar, even if u given them a chance or more they won't change, cause they're liar." how can i end this in nice manner way? i want u tell me. straight at my face. make me hate u if u want me leave. make me love u if u want me for eternity. treasure me, appreciate me, care me, love me, loyal to me! just a simple love i'll be greatful, i'll be happy. thts all i ever wanted. i'm scared to fall into yr false hope, im scared i cant let u go, im scared tht u lie to me. i wish i can prove how u react to me. i wish i can duplicate another u and treat u like tht. all i want u to do is realise. i love u very much and its hard for me to say love to someone unless they're special to me. when u sleep like a bby, i stroke yr hair, give u a kiss on yr hand, touch yr hand, hug u. do yknow how u meant for me? u just dont seem to understand me, and its really fucking hard. whenever if people did mistake there will always end with SORRY, but i dont see it from u, i still forgive u and love u like i do. really, nothing can change my heart for u. but every people has their own limit, and u havent seen mine yet and i dont wish to show it to u how ugly i can turn to. whenever fight occurred, i will always think th positive way about u to make me calm. i never want to hate u, but if things happen to be someone's involve then i rather ask u to settle it in a nice way. i'm happy if you're happy. i'll try my best to keep my word. and don't worry you're still th best in me even u think you're not. even you think you're ugly but not for me. i dont go for tht and i'm happy tht you're like this. pardon me for saying harsh words in times, it just blew me off when i felt hurt. i will go crazy and i just dont know what i'm saying can hurt your feelings. i maybe selfish and i really know tht real well, even before u told me. i dont want to lose u anymore, i want my right! tht is why i'm selfish. i want to be with u like 24/7? i know its kinda irritating, but i just cant control myself of loving u, orelse i just sat in my room and cry, cry, cry and cry. and swearing words came out just like tht in my mouth. realise pls. change pls. for th sake of this. pls pls pls pls pls motherfucking change and realise! i love u pig! really.
