SUPER JUNIOR boys rock my bra!
KIM HEECHUL my sayang..ARGH!!!!
*look down at his pic* can i faint? huhu
*MELTS* Kim heechul <33
mood:soopperrdupperhappy!
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BUBBLY peeps
Saturday, May 15, 2010
I just dont know where to start. things goes diffrently by plan, goes haywire, chaos,thts what i can say. he just not th way he is. i miss him, th OLD him! what should i do? am i flirting? i wonder...i dont feel like im flirting. am i meeting guys outside? i dont think i ever went a date after i met HIM! what i can do in this life? i dont know at all. im just so confused. Im so tired of arguments and stuff, always trying my best saying oh, nothing happen between me and him. we're just fine. but a few sec later my head burst. u know th shitty feeling plus pain in th heart plus dont know what to say or think feeling is into me. gosh, i wish i can blew it off from my life. whats exactly is love? oh love dosent even exist. u know in second u feel so happy and another second u burst into tears. is tht love? i wonder why does people say love is wonderful where u will felt like someone stabbing u on yr heart. it just like killing u softly. th minute i see him here another minute hes gone. just like fantasy, like yr not in yr world. it feels weird obviously. it breaks my heart easily because i dont know why is tht so. A big question mark in my head thinking of what will happen next. time flies so fast and freaks me out. idk im still in what year. wake up yanny! where things went wrong? ok? daa. f.u.c.k.y.o.u.
