SUPER JUNIOR boys rock my bra!
KIM HEECHUL my sayang..ARGH!!!!
*look down at his pic* can i faint? huhu
*MELTS* Kim heechul <33
mood:soopperrdupperhappy!
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BUBBLY peeps
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Hi.gd.aftrnn.peeps. its a pleasure to be back again everyday. ok cock sia aku. sumpah. idk weather should i give up or moving on. its frustrating waiting for nothing. when u have been putting so much effort onto tht thing. woah~ heartbreaking moment. bygone be bygone. present is present. its hard to accept though tht i even think myself as a fool. doing so much for nothing. why in th place i should trust people so easily? why in first place i was born being so nice to people? why in th first place i have to be forgiving? why in th first place i was born with this attitude? i kept talking to myself again and again. on and on. i think i game myself. cause i always though i ddnt do enough to make people happy and proud of me. im useless. im stupid. i think more thn tht which idk. why does i have alot of tears then others? people stalking on bf. and make me burned and shaky. though ive control. why is this happening to me? what do i do wrong? u dont have to send me bullshit photos in my email. ive stated clear in my blog. u people just see for yrself.i hate u bitch. i really hate u. why are u turning me to cold and send those photos? happy enough now? i keep to my words. always and forever. i wont hate him though he hurt me in times. theres always up and downs. i clearly knows im not like some other girls which is beautiful, sexy, clever and fast learner. or i should say whatever and everything. but ask this, are their heart th same as me? i wish i dnt exist in this world either. so i wont hurt other peoples feelings. and i wont get hurt.Can u tell me what do i left now? nothing. where everything goes? i dont want to ans. its hurting me worst then poke thru my heart. do u know how i feel? what? so stop sending me rubbish. FULLSTOP. i hate u stalker. i thought im th one having no lifes. but i gues u are worst then me. wrecked other peoples life cause yr too free. whatever la what things wanna go. what more does u people wanna know. u wanna come and beat me? better beat me till i die. why dnt u just come down and meet me. i'll make myself free just for u. see how i treat u like? V.I.P. arnt i good enough? talk at here also no used. u just kept haunting my life. and to th girl who called me. thanks. but still ure th same. ok now i wanna pipis. drank redbull cause i wanna wings to fly and never want to come back in this world. hah. whatever yanny. bye bitch.
