SUPER JUNIOR boys rock my bra!
KIM HEECHUL my sayang..ARGH!!!!
*look down at his pic* can i faint? huhu
*MELTS* Kim heechul <33
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BUBBLY peeps
Monday, February 15, 2010
Time now exact at 12am. im thinking of u baby. this ones for you baby, put your hand on my chest feel my heart beating and you know how much i love you and care about you baby. you win to make me cry, laughed and love you. you were everything meant for me, th one i would like to marry and th one i would like to live with th rest of my life baby. youve once told me u will change for me. you wanted a chance to prove me. i give it all to you and trusted with all my heart just for you. things goes badly after we went to a year ups and down. we fought almost everyday which tears me down baby. but i never failed to love you and never want to let you go. youre sad when i dont wished us our monthly anny. im sorry baby. i dont mean to hurt you at all. its just that everyday day is like our first date and im loving it. soon after we really drifting apart. im sorry baby i dont know whats went wrong. but i'll always blame myself causing you to hurt. and soon after we made up again and happy for once again, but just for a moment. baby, it does hurt me. i dont care how you look like even if you cant walk i will still love you like i do. you are so precious to me. you are everywhere in my mind baby. i mean it everywhere. i see you 24hr though we didnt meet each other for about a month before. remember th photo we took at your cribs th 1st time i went there wearing my school uniform baby? i still have it and still keep it in place in my album, my pinboard and also my wardrobe. i misused your trust towards me. i regret. i wished you could give me once more. 2nd year with you was much more challenging. we both worked and had lesser time with each other. i used to dont cared if we dont meet but each day past by my love grew stronger towards me even youve hurt me in times baby. when we fought on th phone i will just hung up your calls and threw my house phone down and just shout my ass off. baby, it hurts me to fights with you. things goes haywired. my ego grews stronger cause i never felt that you ever cared about me. cause what uve done is fight till you win. i love you baby and word cant describe how much my love for you. if u expect me to cry i will gurentee you that i will go blind for you baby. its goin to 2010 and we fought again. this time round youve hurt me by saying that you could hook up with another girl. but whats make you happy im happy. i nearly gave up on you baby. im scared. We dont contact each other like we used to everyday. i kept missing you. i kept thinking of you. i just cant deny that i still need you in my life. im sorry baby. i cant make you happy. im so stressed when ure not around me. i felt lost. i felt so different when ure not around me. i dont want to go further than this. i realised what ive done. and again youve forgive me and we're back again after more then a month split. thank goodness im relives. i try harder to win your heart back. but it seems different this time baby. you are no longer like last time. but yet youre treating me so well. im happy even i get this from you baby. i will be overwhelming if i got you back to me like you used to. just for me baby. i'll give you whatever that can makes you happy and love me and only me. i need you to care and love me. just me baby. i love you fuck. god damn him, i really love you. i missed you. and im here for you. XOXO. memories that can never be erase.
