My life isn't in satisfied mood since then. i wonder what bother me alot till i kept thinking negative position. i really wanting to see me being myself like those in th picture but i just can't smile sincerely. i feel it. i just have to pretend smiling and being friendly towards people but why do i feel hurt? idk whats going on but it just hurt me every single day. i thought i was happy. But th ans is no. i'm trying my best not to be selfish bout thinking for others but it dsn't balanced my life at all. what i mean i think about others but i don't think about my happiness. i do feel happy wen they're happy in times. just give me back th laughter i lost and th happiness that i always wanted in my life. i sucks!

Love

yanny