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Thursday, December 3, 2009
helo,
my saddest moment today i had. But i have made everybody think i'm normal. my tummy gone bad. i haveno appetite to eat. but alway feel like throwing up. so my colleague have persue me to see a doc yesterday night. cause i was crying in pain eventhough they've tried their best to make me laugh. thanks people. i sayang u aunties. so caring. and they close th counter early just to see me home. so heart touching gitu. so many that cared for me. i try my best to walk on my own so i dsent dpend on them. wat i told them is its ok, just leave me. i can walk myself home thank u. thank u so much for th care towards me. but i dowan to make any burden of 1 of u. then they were like " oh no yani, i'm scared that u will in pain and nobody will look up for u". i'm in tears agn. shit i cnt control myself tht i cried infront of so many pple in town. OMG! so she carry my 1 hand and i walk slowly as my right tummy is fucking hurt. reach mrt station i told them oh i'm feel much more better i can seek myself home. or i can call my dad to fetch me home. then they were like " r u sure"? ok then. so i listn to my mp3 enduring th pain. reached home saw my dad acting like i was nothing. but th pain is still there. went to sleep at night wake up more pain. i cnt take it. went clinic with mum but i seek th doc by myself. i get a shock news as they want to admit me in hospital on th day itself. so not to make my mom panicked i told th doc " may i go some other day? i'm scared." so the doc told me " my dear this is not a small matter. u had appendix. u cant take thngs slow and steady. it will harm u if it burst. it will spread and had an infection." i cry told th doc i dowan to go today cause mama wan bring me to swimmng pool. =D then big smile. she make her eyes wide and stared at me. and say" omg pls don't delay its dangerous." i promie her to go tmr. and she giv me th referral letter to hospital. i'm so terrified. i dowan to get cut in th stomach.
BE STRONG YANNY, ALLAH WILL B BY YR SIDE WENEVER U NEED HIM. thats wat mama told me last time i had my surgery on my foot. ok. be strong. get ready tmr. insyallah nothing.
