I just don't get it why i was born in this world full of sins. i was grateful to have this life intymes but th thing is i can't handle probs in my hand.
and i dont have a proper meal since th last 3 days. i don't felt hungry and plus th sore throat i get. i see th family photos of mine make me feel i'm left out nowdays. where did i turn wrong? why can't i be pampered like others? why i get scolded? why must i deserved shouting and screaming? why u people nver appreciate me or somekind treasure my feelings? why u people dosen't trust me? my tears are dry of crying the whole night for them. and i really had no good day with kai too.if i know things would turn up like this i could'nt care less bout u guys. i could'nt take it. wtfuck must i deserve this? i don't seem to be th good one always in their eyes. i won't trust u like i use to. i swear. i'm already hurt. and i just imagine myself fallen into th waterfall and drown. i can't breathe. i can't talk. i've got no space. i got no lifes. thanks to u. i've lost everything. just for few days.
p/s: i love you and i'm hurt deeply
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