Dear diary, This was obviously my2yrs plus back photo. can't sleep. trying to delete th unwanted photo and i found this. tis is my1st picture with him. Suddenly, i broke into tears to recall th past. i just could'nt help it. it's so hard!! fucking hard! idk whr mylove start from. th badmouthing about him totally weak me to trust him. wantin to let him go so badly but i cant. because i love him. i really do.! And now i miss him say baby. say i love u b4 put down th phone. wen he lied to me his full name and then he gave me a kiss on my forehead. i like tat. =) stay till late nite under my blk wen he still dsnt have a vehicle. brought me porrigde wen i'm sick. his kiss for me. his tight hug. taking photo with me wen im not in th mood. my 1st unforgetable simple yet touched bday cake at 12am on my frnt door. seeing him cry wen we fought in past. and more. i want all that back for me!!! i just love him and that wnt stp. things changed. but my love for him won't change. i wish time could turn back. i promise to be a good girl so that u won't change dear. i swear. only if life's treats me good. i'll promise to b a gd girl for u to stay the way u treat me before. i miss u eventhough u jst had a sleepover at my hse ysterday. can i have u back like i use to? i wanna tight hug that makes me love u so badly.. i L.O.V.E u si kai sheng! L.O.V.E yanny
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