SUPER JUNIOR boys rock my bra!
KIM HEECHUL my sayang..ARGH!!!!
*look down at his pic* can i faint? huhu
*MELTS* Kim heechul <33
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BUBBLY peeps
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Dear Diary,
I've got sucked attitude. simply makes ppl angry and annoyed me. Sometimes, i feel that i'm a fool. i'm easily forgive ppl. While others, i have to beg for forgiveness just to make peace in my heart. I fought with my mom in times just to make someone happy.I have a very strict family. I have curfew, house chores, cooking and need to have a parents consent before i went out everyday. If i don't obey their rule, forget of having fun out there for th rest of my life. But someone seems not to be very understanding in my situation. i'm not fighting with someone right now. So don't bother ask me " are you ok?" Im just letting out what i feel towards someone. He ignore my care wen he got upset. That hurt me th most. For me it felt like a SLAPPING on my face. With a big reject. I don't dare myself to scold him. i scared he might've got hurt by me. So i always cool down myself before facing him. He cares for me, he listen's to me. He made me fall for him and glued to him. Watching him sleep on my lap makes me smile cause i get th chance to manje him like a bby, sayang-sayang his hair, touch his cheeck without him makin any noise except his snoring. hee-ee. He brought me a smile. He meant everything in my life. Life can be sweetest thing and can crash ppl's heart. Like my mom told me before, life is like a road. Where there are bump and smooth area, that means th up and down of our lifes. the correct path and end path, is whre we choose to go. I'll always choose th path with him. So th up and down we handle together. Intimes, i'll have to bare th pain in past whch i don't wish to rmind back. He can recall my past he can forget my past. All is on him. Where i like to say don't remind me of my past. Though we can fight in small matter to make it big. But we still here together. i just hope so badly for him to undrstand me. Its not i don't care about him. Just some stupid mistake. no matter what, he still th one for me. And i just love him. update more tmr.
